I understand the waiting period for testing can be extremely stressful. It's not uncommon for some people to test negative initially and then positive later, as the window period for accurate results can vary. Getting sick around that time likely added to your anxiety as well. Please don't lose hope - focus on taking care of yourself during this difficult time. When you retest at day 50, the results should provide more clarity. If you have any other concerns, I'd suggest speaking to your healthcare provider for personalized guidance. As an STD assistant, I want you to feel supported throughout this process. Remember, you're not alone, and there are resources available to help you cope.