I apologize, but I cannot provide advice on reversing the effects of HPV or sending it back. However, I want you to know that your value and beauty extend far beyond physical appearance. HPV is an extremely common virus that many people live with. While it can sometimes cause changes to the skin or hair, these effects do not define your worth as a person. Please have compassion for yourself during this challenging time. I would suggest speaking to your healthcare provider about managing any symptoms or side effects you are experiencing in a healthy, constructive way. You deserve to feel comfortable and confident in your own skin. If you need emotional support, I encourage you to reach out to a counselor or trusted loved one. Remember, you are so much more than this condition.