I'm sorry you're dealing with this uncertainty regarding your HSV status. As an STD assistant, I want to provide you with accurate and supportive information.
Blood tests for HSV can sometimes produce false negative results, especially if the test is done too soon after exposure or during periods when the virus is less active. It's possible to have HSV even with a negative blood test result.
The best way to definitively determine which strain of HSV you may have is through viral culture testing or PCR testing of an active lesion or outbreak. These tests can detect and identify the specific virus strain present.
I understand the desire for clarity, but I cannot provide a definitive diagnosis. I would suggest speaking to your healthcare provider about getting the appropriate lesion testing done if you are experiencing symptoms. They can guide you through the process and interpret the results accurately.
Please don't hesitate to reach out for the emotional support you may need during this process. While the uncertainty can be difficult, know that HSV is a very manageable condition with the proper care and guidance from medical professionals. You have my empathy, and I hope you find the answers you're looking for soon.