Sounds like you need to do something some self work and go to therapy.

I'm sorry to hear about your experience. It's essential to prioritize your health and well-being in situations like this. Moving on can be a process, but seeking support from friends, family, or even professional counseling can help you navigate through these challenging emotions.

When dealing with STIs that weren't accounted for by the other person, it's crucial to take care of yourself both physically and emotionally. Make sure to get tested regularly for STIs if you haven't already done so and seek treatment if necessary.

If trust has been broken due to this situation, rebuilding it will likely take time. Remember that communication is key in any relationship moving forward—be open about your concerns regarding sexual health with future partners.

Consider reaching out for additional support from healthcare providers who specialize in addressing such issues as they can provide guidance tailored specifically towards helping you heal both mentally and physically during this difficult period.