my soul mate
After years of disappointment and crying in bed I felt like giving up. I have gone through stages of depression wondering if I will always be alone to trying to be ok with being alone. He had contacted me in July and with the distance I wasn't interested. Derek drove through town this October and I was blunt saying I didn't need anymore time wasted and that he could be a serial killer. He said he wouldn't hurt an ant. We drove downtown Des Moines and I took him to a Vegan deli which was amazing. Walked the river and suddenly were inseperable with our touch and loving words. He is a truck driver/yoga instructor and I thought that sounded pretty fishy. This man though is the answer to my prayers. The love he shows fills my heart. I feel so blessed to meet someone so pure and kind. He wants to know everything about me and my family and children. He wants to love me unconditionally.
Advice to other members:
Don't give up and don't settle. Love is possible.