i had him in my life, then i lost him

View author's info , Marquette, United States

things went so perfectly when he was here, we hit it off instantly, of course when he had to go back home, i was in tears because i didnt want to see him go. I just wanted to right next to him, i fell in love with him, he was a big teddy bear. he was the sweetest man in the world. I fell in love and deep, some things happened, so he had to spend time with his family, he pushed away but you know what he's in my heart and i still love him and i will be here the day he calls for me. he's my world he doesnt know how much he changed my life, i never felt a love like this. im in so much pain not hearing from him or anything it's killing me and it's killing my heart to where i cant love again because my heart is with him and always will be with him