Soon after I found out I had this I had pretty much given up on life. Then I spoke with a fantastic woman.. Sadly she was states away but on her vacation after talking with me for quite some time on skype we met and ever since have been together. She moved with me and transferred her job to my new duty station and has even been through a deployment with me and stuck by my side. A woman that had been hurt gave me her heart and I gave her mine. Hope all of you are lucky enough to find a woman like her. Good luck and keep your hopes high because there is life beyond all of this!