I wanted to try it for a month & see if I could actually find a sincere man who shares my situation. I have met a really sweet guy from here, who lives about 35 miles from me. We have had 2 really great dates so far..... and I am looking forward to seeing where things go between him & I. :-) I am glad that I found your site. Not just because I met him, but to show me that I am NOT alone. Especially since I have felt that very alone & ashamed since I got it 20 yrs ago. Thank you.